10 Things…….

(Side note: I just now realized its 5 to 5….whoo hoo)

1) List 10 things that you want to say to people, but never will.

2) Don’t say who they are.

3) Never discuss it again.

1) You annoy the hell out of me.  You’re hypocritical and beyond selfish.  Get over yourself.

2) I love you and I treasure you more than you know.  I havent always been the best I can be and I know I’ve hurt you….for that I am sorrier than you will ever know.  But I love you and Im so glad I have you.

3) Even though we’ve had our ups and downs, Ive disrespected you to no end and Ive had bitter and harsh feelings for you for a while now…..I still love you, I secretly respect you and I dont know what Id do if you were gone tomorrow.

4) What makes you think you are better than everyone else??  What gives you the right to talk down to people.  You are hypocritical as well…..because in all honesty, its you that needs to grow the balls.

5) One of my best friends…although it hasnt always been that way.  As we have grown up we have also grown closer together.  I am sooooo proud of you…..I love you more than you will ever know.  You make me happy.

6) Life has changed us in sooooo many ways.  Although I dont exactly agree with you…..I love you and I wouldnt want anyone but you.  We’ve had our ups and downs…..but in the end…we share a special something and I love you.

7) I hate being here, I hate being around you.  Everything you do annoys me.  I want out, I want better……but Im stuck.

8) Not exactly the direction I was planning on going in…….but one I love very much.  I love you and I thank you…..thank you for loving me.

9) I have no idea what I will do when youre gone.  You have no idea how much that little note of yours hurt me, but at the same time…….I carry that knowledge with great pride.  Just as you thank me……I thank you………for EVERYTHING.  I love you.

10) Im tired of your WOE IS ME attitude.  Get over yourself.  I love you but geeze…..Im so tired of hearing the negative.  You make things harder for yourself than they need to be.  Please stop it and try to find peace and happiness.

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Doesn’t it feel good to let these sort of things out…even if the person who they are intended for can’t ever read them? *HUGS*

September 21, 2006

ryn: wow that’s alot of bridesmaids. I had a hard enough time finding 3. I finally got them lined up, but I think if Eric wanted 6 groomsmen I would have just said it could just look lopsided. 🙂 We couldn’t go with the reception site either, unfortunately. It was beautiful. They were only willing to open on a sunday if we could guarantee 150 guests. I don’t think we’ll get that many, plus, havingit at a hotel is convenient for the out of towners. And us because we get a free honeymoon suite.

September 21, 2006

It works brilliantly, thanks very much.

September 22, 2006

hey i was just reading my notes and came across yours.I still need help with html. Um the first thing I wanna do is get a background in my diary.Exactly what is the tag for that?I havent found a specific background yet but I need to know how to do it first.Thanx

September 23, 2006

true enough, it was just some harmless poking.

September 26, 2006

do you really think so?