Bare with me folks…….

 

Ok, lets see, what can I tell you guys now?!?!?!  Umm, we had 2 more fish die.  I got home Sunday night and found one dead.  On the way home I was telling Stephen it was acting funny that morning before I left and I hoped it hadn’t died, sure enough, it was dead.  Then, last night Stephen found its partner dead.  I guess we will just give up on the Platys.  That’s 3 so far that we have lost.  The 2 Marble Mollies we bought are still doing great.  One of them is very aggressive, but they are still alive.

 

Ok, so my weekend recap.  Saturday I slept until about 1, only because of boredom.  Stephen was sleeping so I was all alone.  I got outta bed then started finding things for me to do.  I cleaned the hamster cages, let them roll around in their balls to play while the cages dried.  I left them in the bathroom, a confined area, to play, since they seem to get loose.  Well, the one of them seems to get loose.  Anywho, I went in there to do some quick business and while I was sitting there, Hammy (mine and Stephens)  would roll behind the toilet, crash into the tub, then roll back behind it and roll her way out into the main part of the bathroom, then come back and do the same thing over again, it was cute. 

 

It had finally stopped raining so I went outside to play in the front yard.  Weeded the outer edges of the flower bed things.  Gonna try to work on them some more this weekend, get them ready to be ‘fixed up’.  It took me about 2 hours to do all 5 of them, if you saw how big they were youd be shocked it took me that long.  But after you see the bag with what Ive collected, you’d understand.  My ass muscles were sore the next day from the work.  I got in trouble for tracking in mud.  I tried SOOOO hard not to, I took my shoes off as soon as I walked in the door, cleaned off the rake and hoe so I could put them back in the garage without any dirt/mud falling off in the house anywhere and I STILL managed to leave mud.  I guess a clump was on my shoe and I didn’t notice.  Oh well ::shrugs::

 

Sunday I went to mom and dads.  Was gonna stay the night but ended up having to come back because I had to pick up my brother from the skate shop to take him to school the next morning.  I almost brought my Frog Butt home to stay the night with me, but then decided against it because it would mean Id have to get up even earlier than I had to already.  I will bring him to stay the night with me one night though, that is if Craig and Rachel don’t mind.  I figure I will do it one night when Craig and Stephen are working, so I don’t disturb Craig, and maybe when Rachel is doing lots of homework or something so she does not get disturbed either, because let me tell ya, my froggie is quite a disturber.  LOL  We will see.

 

Yesterday……..yesterday was a crappy day.  I hate my job, if it weren’t for trying to figure out how bills would get paid, Id never come back.  I don’t even feel like going into the details of why it was a crappy day, the thought alone puts me in a crappy mood.

 

I couldn’t wait to get home to see my Stephen.  When I got there he was playing Cinderella and moping the bathroom floor.  The guy had been working hard on the bathroom.  He did a very nice job too I must say.  I was feeling sick because I needed to eat so we went out.  This new place right down the road, it s a little Ita

lian kitchen, not much of a menu, but it was pretty good stuff.  They have a now hiring sign on the door, so I told Stephen he should quit his job, go to work there and then he would have more free time to focus on doing whatever, starting his own biz or something.  As things are now, hes working too much to have any free time to even think about his own biz, plus hes getting paid shit so that makes it worse.   After that we went to Big Lots and there he found a ‘sign’ that he really should open his own biz.  LOL.  I dunno bout you, but I have NEVER seen the pizza box carrier things that the delivery guy uses to keep the pizza warm, for sale anywhere.  Well, Saturday Stephen was telling me about this idea he has, meals ready to eat kinda thing, which of course he would need supplies for, something to keep the food warm, so when he came across those, he took it as a sign. Especially since neither of us had ever seen those for sale before.  I think he should do it, but I don’t think he could do it with the job he has now.

 

On the way home we were talking about other ideas he has.  Moving to Dallas for a month or so, so he can make some money working for his aunts company.  Me following, ofcourse, and possibly learning the office work part of it.  I told him I wouldn’t mind doing that, but I would feel better if it were after I have my eye surgery.  This way I can actually see what Im doing and learn it the right way.  Then he said it would probably be cheaper to just go to NYC for a month or so, I told him I would go there with him as well, but again the same thing, after my eyes.  He thinks Im discouraging him or something, but honestly Im not.  So, I asked if he could wait until Summer time, because as of right now I have 4 possible leads on getting my surgery.  The last one being at the end of May.  If it works out, I could have my surgery by the first of June or something, so we could move up to NYC in July, maybe August, depending. 

 

Im not trying to discourage him, I want him to be happy with what he is doing.  I also think he needs to leave his current job, it doesn’t seem worth it.  I know he loves doing what he does, but at the same time.  Maybe if he started his meals ready to eat thing, he could stay  on the truck somewhere, part time or something.  ::Shrugs::  We shall see.

 

On a fking happy as hell note, we played around last night.  First time since Thursday when my night was ruined.  We didn’t have full on sex, but it was fun and MUCH needed none the less.  The Dr just said we couldn’t have sex, she didn’t say we couldn’t play.  Both of us were VERY frustrated so it was a VERY nice relief.  YAY!!

 

Ok, that’s plenty.

 

Enjoy yourself, but don’t be stingy, let someone else enjoy you as well!!

 

Oh, PS, tomorrow is March 1st, the day I start to get rid of the 50 extra pounds Ive gained.  Wish me luck.  Also, wish me luck with trying to get Stephen to do it with me.  He’s gained a few pounds too.  Bye bye!!

 

 

 

 

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