I hate being a grown up

This morning Stephen got in from work around 7 amish.  I didnt want to get outta bed, I wanted to stay with him.  I hadnt seen him in over a day and I’d missed him.  I just wanted to lay there with him.  Plus I was VERY horny, I was extra horny last night and almost took care of it myself but decided against it because its MUCH more fun when he does it.  Buuuuuut, he wouldnt let me stay home, he said he needed to be the responsible adult and I needed to go to work.  I hate being a grown up.  I wish I were curled up in bed with him.

Im thinking I will leave work early just to go do that.

Im also thinking about putting in my 2 weeks towards the end of this month, but we will see.

It’s pointless for me to come to work anymore.  I sit here for 8-9 hours and do NOTHING, granted Im getting paid to do nothing, but its just a waste of time and gas.  This is POINTLESS.  I want to go to work and work, I could sit at home and do nothing if I really wanted to.

I miss him.