Still tingling……….

I had the best fking orgasm of my entire life last night, and by far the longest. It just wouldnt end, felt fking awesome, you have no idea. Stephen TOTALLY rocks my socks, in and out of the bed. He’s too yummy!!

He told me last night that his mom wants to talk to me, he thinks its about Christmas gift stuff. Im totally afraid. It wouldnt be so bad if I had already met her, it would be easier to just call her up and say ‘hey, Stephen said you wanted me to call you’. So, Ive asked Stephen to get her to call me. Im such fking chicken shit I swear. What if she doesnt like me?

Mom worked on my resume for me today, going to apply for some positions at her work. I couldnt get the link she emailed me to work, so I will have to try again tomorrow. Wish me luck!

Im dying of thirst right now and Im drinking water.

Ohhhh, they FINALLY started playing my new fave song on the radio. Before I could only catch it on the music video channel on TV, but last night on the way to Stephens I heard it on the radio for the first time. That rocks my socks, I soooo am going to buy myself that CD.

Here’s my Christmast list for myself, in no particular order:

(Wont let me post pic, will fix and add tomorrow)

Billy Currington-Doin’ Somethin’ Right (The new CD I was just talking about)

Blake Shelton-Blake Shelton’s Barn & Grill

The BeeGees-Their Greatest Hits

Pat Benatar-The Best Shots

Bee Gees-To Love Somebody

There’s a light
A certain kind of light
That never shone on me
I want my life to be lived with you
Lived with you
There’s a way everybody say
To do each and every little thing
But what does it bring
If I ain’t got you, ain’t got ?
You don’t know what it’s like, baby
You don’t know what it’s like

To love somebody
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

In my brain
I see your face again
I know my frame of mind
You ain’t got to be so blind
And I’m blind, so very blind
I’m a man, can’t you see
What I am
I live and breathe for you
But what good does it do
If I ain’t got you, ain’t got ?