Frog is in the hospital…..

As I said earlier, he has been sick most of this week, well this morning, starting at 2am, he was screaming/crying for a good 20-30 minutes every 2 hours.  Around 8 Kris came home from work, shortly after they went to the ER.  They got there around 10am, at 7pm they FINALLY admitted him into the actual hospital and STILL hadnt given him any meds.  When we got there around 4:30pm, Kris was still waiting on the doctor to come back to tell her what was wrong with him.  Thats fking ridiculous.  They had an IV in him and they froced him to pee, since he hadnt done that all day.  Thats all they had done by 4:30.  MAKES ME FKING MAD AS HELL.  They could have at least came and told her what was wrong with him sooner, the doctor was in the room all of maybe 2 minutes, if even that long, would it have killed her, or anyone in the ER if she had taken that time out sooner to tell us what was wrong. FK NO!!!

They concluded that he had an ear infection and maybe a stomach virus.  They are keeping him overnight to rehydrate him.  Poor little guy.  Billy’s mom, step dad and his grandma all showed up.  Which ofcourse kicks us out of the picture, we cant all be in the fking room at the same time.  His fking family pisses me off.  When we left I didnt even get to kiss him goodbye, I had to wave bye from the doorway.   When we finally got up to a room, he wanted down and wanted to walk.  He was eyeballing me so I squatted down to his level and started smiling at him.  He was across the room and started to make his way to me, well  Billy’s grandma stepped in front of him and tried to get him, pissed me the fk off because he was clearly coming to me for some love.  I rolled my eyes at mom and got up and turned my back to walk out of the room, just then I heard everyone make a noise, so I looked back and he was walking around her, he came to me and held his arms up at me, I picked him up and loved him.  See, I knew it was me he wanted, I felt loved.  After that he wanted to walk down the hall, as we were leaving the room the RN stopped us and checked him out a bit.  It was then that mom asked again if he was going to be getting any sort of medication.  Later the RN confirmed with us again that he had not been given anything, with that you could tell he was frustrated, that baby should have had something by then.

Anyways, we had to leave because I have a fking drunk for a dad and if any of you have ever lived with a drunk, you know how it can be.  When you get them out in public its MUCH worse.  Billy’s mom was hogging Justin, she wouldnt even give him to Kris when he started screaming and such.  Kris was trying to politely get him.  Thats the kids fking mom, let her have him.  So since she was hogging him, I just waved bye and left pissed off at my dad for being a fking drunk.

Guess what else happened at the hospital.  There was a girl in the waiting room, that I noticed right off, later another girl walked in and over to her with a little boy and girl. The boy belonged to the first girl, who was on a cell phone, anyone who has been in a hospital knows youre not supposed to even have them turned on in a hospital.  Anywho, the boy was hers because he called her mom, she told him to sit in the chair, he apparently didnt crawl into the chair fast enough so she knocked the fire outta him.  I was pissed off when I saw that, she does not need to be a mom at all, that boy did nothing wrong.  Everyone in the room was looking at her then.  I heard her say ‘right there’ while looking out the window.  I noticed this truck drive by and I thought, no way in hell thats Toby’s truck.  Shortly after that we went back to see Justin for the first time.  When we came out, there was Toby, sitting with that same girl.  I started thinking, and I think that was HIS son and his ex.  If it was his son then he needs to know she is a mean mom, well that she was wrong for hitting him  like that.  He was about the age of  Tobys little boy and I havent seen pictures of him in a while, so I’m not sure.  Well, I walked out into the lobby, looked over, saw him and quickly looked straight ahead thinking OH SHIT.  Mom and I walked out and I told her he was in there, I walked by the windows in the waiting room, and he was watching me.  When I came back through there the next 2 times I avoided looking at him again.  First of all I dont know who the girl was and I dont want him to get in trouble if I smile at him or anything, second of all, why would I need to talk to him, I told him never to call me again.  I wonder if he will call me later tonight or something.  He does not even live in this town, so I was shocked to see him.  While we were standing outside and mom was smoking, I couldnt help but want him to come outside, just so I could find out what he was doing there.  He never did.  Mom said when we went to the bathroom he got up to walk that way but then decided against it.  ::shrugs:: Maybe thats for the best too.

So anyways, I’m worried about my froggie, even though I know he is ok, just the fact that he is in the hospital worries me.  I’m sad, their room is across the hall from me, it never fails, at 3 in the morning he wakes up, crying and that wakes me up.  Not this morning though, he wont be here.  I left my cell phone with Kris so she does not have to use the payphone or anything.

Have a great night all!!