And another one bites the dust…..

Well, I did see Andrew last night. It was good enough to make me want to go back for seconds before New Years.  I dont remember it being that good the last time we fked……but then again that was nearly a year ago.  I stopped at that hole in the wall bar first for a few drinks…..turns out I only had one.  The bartender was busy fking off.  When I walked in the door she saw me and grabbed my drink then met me at the end of the bar I was going to perch myself at.  That was the only time she came down to that end of the bar.  I had one and left, when I got in the car I realized I had forgot to leave a tip, then I decided…..oh well, she wasnt doing her job anyways.  The night before she was doing a good job though so ::shrugs::

I met Andrew at the hotel at 10:30…..he got the room for 4 hours.  He kept asking me to ‘cuddle’ I knew that was his cue for me to get close so he could get things started.  But I refused, saying “I’m not the cuddling type”  I was flippin through the channels on the tv…..he got up to go to the restroom and I took the opportunity to get undressed, all but my undergarments.  He came back slid into the bed and before too long he was pullin me on top of him.  He kissed my neck and I started to grind myself against him.  He asked if we could kiss and I asked what the point of that was….”Its part of it” “No its not, you can do it without kissing, trust me, I know, I’ve done it lots of times”  Here is my justification for that……..we were JUST fking…..not trying to make love or anything like that.  In my mind if we start to kiss….then its no longer JUST fking…..its a bit more intimate than that.  I can manage to keep any sort of feelings of attachment clear out of my mind until someones lips press against mine……then I melt and its all over with…..but anywho……I think I’ve made my point.   We ended up kissing, but I only allowed one short kiss before things got too carried away in my mind.  Hmmm I’m starting to think I dont want to share my encounter with Andrew.  Not in full detail at least…..I want to keep this encounter a bit private.  I will say……damn he can eat some pussy.  And the way he fked me……my gosh!  Ok ok, I’ll spill it.

After our tongues danced for a while he placed his mouth on my right tit.  I thought Joseph could suck a tit……but damn……he tweaked the left nipple perfectly as he worked my nipple in his mouth.  He didnt spend too long on one tit at a time either……he split his time up equally between the both.  By now I’m gasping for air, grinding my clit on him and ready to cum any second…..it felt too fking good, I didnt want to stop.  I reached back and started to fondle his balls as he sucked eagerly at my tits.  Before too long he was asking me to take his shorts off, as I slid them off the last foot I decided I wanted to taste him.  So I darted up to his stiff cock and twirled it around with my tongue.  I must have sucked and stroked his cock for 15 minutes.  One thing he does that I for sure like is talk to me…..directing me….the only thing is he calls me baby…..thats fine and dandy, but not as swell as being called a dirty lil cock sucker.  ::giggles::  “MMM HMMM yes, Baby, suck that cock……you like sucking that cock?”  With a mouth full of cock I mumble “yes” or I’d part my mouth from his dick and answer “Ohhh fk yeah”   “You wanna watch me stroke my cock”  I watched him stroke himself while I played with my pussy for a while.  It gets me hot watching a guy do that……he knows this. I couldnt stand it anymore so I crawled up and planted my pussy right on his mouth.   DAMN DAMN DAMN.  I could have stayed on his face forever.  He spread my pussy lips wide and worked his tounge all around my wetness.  “Oh fk yeah, eat that pussy”   “Mmmm shit, suck on that clit”  He was working soooo hard on my pussy…….but I wanted his cock in my mouth again.  I pulled myself off of him (69 isnt that fun for me).  We pretty well did the same thing as before…..but I was laying beside him teasing my clit watching him stroke his cock  every so often looking up to see the look on his face.  “Fk me”  “You want this cock in you baby”  “MMmm fk yeah”  He fked me soooo hard.  I was on all 4’s and I could barely breathe….my head was spinning, I was ready to pass out…..it felt tooo damn good.  Joseph fks me hard, but there was something different about Andrew’s style.  Honestly, I liked it a bit better.  At one point he was grabbing my hips and pulling me hard as hell back onto his cock, not moving his body much at all, just using his upper body strength to slam me back onto him.  I could feel his balls slapping my cunt and I only grew wetter with each thrust.  After a bit I needed a break.  I rolled over on my tummy and soon he was crawling on top of me.  Licking and kissing me all over my back.  Wispering what he wanted me to do to him.  I had goosebumps all over….and soon rolled over and started to work his cock again.  After a good while he filled my mouth with cum…….thats exactly what I had been waiting on all night.  We both passed out soon after……around 2 I heard him stirring thats when I looked at the clock and realized we had been sleeping for a while and our time was nearly up.  We got dressed and I didnt get home until nearly 3.  Good times…let me tell ya.  I’m wanting to see him at least one more time before new years.  Why is it when I write these encounters out they arent as good as they were in real life?  That sucks!

nbsp; I’ve told you a million times I feel like an idiot with this situation.  I dont want to walk away from you……I want you to stay here…..but not with the way things are now.  As I said, I feel like what I’m giving out isnt being returned at all.  I’m not even speaking on a romantic level……simply a friendship level.  I understand you have your life and things going on….but something just does not feel quite right.  A long time ago you asked me if that particular entry was about you…well I with held the entire truth.  It was about you.  I also understand that there are just things you dont want to speak to me about……thats fine, I’m not at all upset about that….you hardly speak to me at all it seems.  When you do….its only bits and pieces of things.  BLAH, maybe I’m just being overly dramatic, its not like I should expect much from our situation anyways……perhaps I’m expecting a bit too much.  With that, I’m going to shut my mouth before I say more than I want to.

I’m supposed to work tomorrow I think…….but I’m tired as sin and I have things I need to get done so I think I will take the day off.  We shall see though.

Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone.  See ya later……..TATA!

Alabama-Forever’s As Far As I’ll Go (Dang good song if I do say so myself)

I’ll admit I could feel it
The first time that we touched
And the look in your eyes
Said you felt as much

But I’m not a man
Who falls too easily
It’s best that you know
Where you stand with me

Chorus:
I will give you my heart
Faithful and true
And all the love it can hold
That’s all I can do
‘Cause I’ve thought about
How long I’ll love you
And it’s only fair that you know
Forever’s as far as I’ll go

When there’s age around my eyes
And gray in your hair
And it only takes a touch
To recall the love we’ve shared

I won’t take for granted
You’ll know my love is true
‘Cause each night in your arms
I’ll whisper to you

Repeat chorus

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