Please take from me my life…….
Well, here is the latest on the zoo thing.
Hi Barbara~ There is a second class this month correct? If so what time does it start? Tami has suggested she come in for the first class since she will be bringing a child to class and me coming in for the second class. If that sounds ok to you then I would like to do that. I would like to possibly attend the all volunteers meeting as I missed the last one and that would give me the chance to do that. > > >
Thanks!
~Kim~
Unfortunately, I don’t know how well that would work. Tami is bringing her nephew to class for the first time, so he is going to need her attention. The “craft” we are doing this week is labor intensive for us. We are helping the children paint with their feet just as the penguins do at Moody Gardens. This means we have to be right there with each one and then pick them up and carry them to the sink to wash their little feet off immediately. The rest of the class I would probably be okay without help, but right at the beginning, I need the undivided attention of one assistant. (On Tuesday, I actually had two!) I’m not sure we can—or should–expect Tami’s little guy to be okay with being left to his own devices right away in a new place. I can see if I can find someone else to help me if you need to be at that meeting.
The second class is at 11:00, and optimally, I will have help between the two to reset for the painting activity. I always manage somehow to muddle through by myself when I have to, so if worse comes to worse, I’m sure I can do so again. It would be easier with help, however!
I do not mind at all coming in to help with both classes. That was Tami’s suggestion and I mentioned that it might not be a good idea but she somewhat pushed the idea. (Bad choice of words) I dont HAVE to be at that meeting so I will see you between 8:30 and 8:45 Saturday morning. > >
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Ok and here are the last few emails between Tami and I.
>I will be taking my great-nephew to the December 11th and January 22nd toddler classes. I could help Barbara with the class that we attending while working with William and that would give you a free weekend in December and January. I couldn’t help with the second session on those days but could work with William and Barbara at the same time for the one class. >> >
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Well, while that does sound like a good idea, it might be a bit difficult to keep an eye on him if you have to do something else. If you want to do that, that’s fine with me, I’ll just show up for the second session. Totally up to you. > > >
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Now I know she didnt really push it, which is why I said it was a bad choice of words. Anyways, it just really irritates me to no end. Do you see how willing I am to be there, how self sacraficing I am to be somewhere I promised to be. I know its just volunteer work, but damn. Why am I the only one really trying here? First of all the zoo is an hour drive from my house. Second of all I’m there pretty much every weekend. Except for the ONE weekend Tami is willing to do it, and the RARE times I need off. Like this past weekend, Justins First Birthday party, legit reason right? When my transmission went out on my truck I sent Tami an email ASAP asking if she could cover for me, she refused, so I had to work shit out borrow moms car and make my way up there. Perhaps I overly commit myself and I need to realize that other people can take my place. But no, that isnt right, I signed up to volunteer my time to help them out when they need me…..I enjoy my time at the zoo, but if Tami isnt willing to be a team player and less fking selfish then I’d rather her not be around at all. I’d much rather be there every weekend being the only one helping Barbara than having to deal with selfish people unwilling to cooperate and be a bit nice. I knew the very first time I met her that I wasnt going to like her. My gut is ALWAYS right. Blah, anyways…..I deserve fking Volunteer of the year for being so fking awesome and so fking dedicated. > >
I still havent asked for the day off on next weds. I have to take Nana to the airport that day and I wanted the rest of the day off. Perhaps I’ll ask him later today if he gets back before I leave, or maybe I’ll ask tomorrow. I will also have to ask for an advance on my paycheck because he is going outta town and wont be back until Tuesday of next week, if I’m not here on Weds how will I get my check. I HAVE To have the check because I’m finishing my shopping this weekend. We are doing X-mas early this year (14th) because nana is going to Albq until early January. So I HAVE To shop this weekend
Does anyone else watch wife swap. I sometimes watch it when I catch it. OMG that guy last night was soooooo fking close minded, so wasthe mother though, good thing she got swaped and realized it. I admit I will sometimes look at a person and say "ummm wtf" but just because they are a bit different does not mean you have to automatically assume they are bad people. She thought they were devil worshipers, she was wrong. I can understand how she felt out of her element, that is totally understandable, I’m just glad she at least gave them a chance. Her husband on the other hand, what an ass, thats all I have to say about that.
Debbie will start coming in about 4 days a week for a few hours at a time, with at least one day being a full day. We had a long ‘meeting’ yesterday regarding that. I said SEVERAL times that I will be stuck just sitting here with nothing to do. They both pretty well blew my comment off saying that I was wrong that there would always be something for me to do. Thats when I said when Jennifer and my sister were both here I ended up just sitting here most of the time. We will see, I’m 99.99999% sure I am right and 9 outta 10 times I will be sitting here doing nothing while she is here. I swear I hate this fking job!
I guess thats all my rants for today. Hope all is well with everyone! TATA!!
Oh, one more thing. I have been extra horny this week. Last night I started to go to sleep but my mind started to wander so I broke out a vibe. (I REALLY need to buy a new one of the one that died) anywho, I desperatly wanted to cum but this vibe isnt that great. After about 15 minutes I decide to roll over onto all 4s. This allows my nips to graze the sheet on my bed(niiiice) and its nice to change positions every now and then. FINALLY I came then went to sleep. I passed Joseph this morning. He was pumping gas. I thought about rolling down the window and hollering at him, but didnt. Now seeing as I’m extra horny and I need to get laid I’m thinking about calling him. BAD KIM! (Yes, I know) But he does fk me good when he wants to and I’m fking horny. I have decided that the REAL thing holding me back from finding someone new is the fact that I havent been tested in a while. I’m trying to save up a bit of money to go do that. I dont really want to put someone at risk if I do have something. I’d rather know for sure I’m clean before I move on. If I do have anything Joseph has it as well and we are just passing it back and fourth. Im sure Im clean but you can never be too sure about that sorta thing. So for now my excuse for still fking Joseph is "I dont know if I’m clean" hehehe…..thats not a good excuse but it keeps me satisfied. If I were to just drop him today then I’d have to depend on my vibes…..not always entertaining, let me tell ya!>
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Third Day~Take My Life
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You’ve taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.
Please take from me my life
When I don’t have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You’ve taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight.
Please take from me my life
When I don’t have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus
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