Just one more

So, for the rest of the day, i scrolled.

A million dudes wanting to talk, hook up, whatever.

And I’m in no mood for it.

I reread the things hes written and

I just have to accept, its just a game and i got played.

Where is he, tho?

The AE got no response.

He’s not online. Not in that group, anyway. And that was his go to group.

Hes still moding it, Dani hasn’t been on, either.

So where’d he go?

Hiding out, somewhere.

And honestly,  i am so glad i didn’t get a vehicle,  because i know damn well i would go for drives just to pass him somewhere.

I think he isn’t working.

I think the worst. I think he’s homeless,  struggling,  i think hes in prison… i think all these horrible things.

Nobody will tell me.

James? No.

Kristen? No. Tonya? No. Carolynn, no.

 

And I’m not asking.

Is this day two,  now? I wake up Sunday morning at 9 its two days.

I have a feeling it will be longer than 3, from him.

Getting the help he needs???

Nope. Oh, if it were.