infinity tattoo

I want to get something like this on my wrist. It’s the infinity sign, but "dressed-up" a little.

There is no question about getting it, because I have wanted a wrist tattoo for over 2 years now, it’s just a question about when, and how hubby is going to react.

I’ve been with my husband since I was 15 (except for the year of insanity that I took to marry my first husband)…and sometimes I still feel like that little girl that needs hubby’s approval for ANYTHING.

Not to mention, that sometimes he treats me like I can’t or don’t make good decisions because I am "crazy". BUT, he does what he wants, and kinda "lets" me think I’m making the decision too.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband. I wouldn’t know what to do without him. We have a good life.

But, I was NEVER allowed to be a regular teenager (spending my days as my mother’s whipping girl, and my nights as my step-father’s sex slave)…sometimes I get into my head that I want to do things that I should have wanted to do a long time ago.

Now I can though, I am and can be my own person. But it seems that hubby doesn’t agree with a lot of the things that I want to do. Then I have to "justify" what I want to do, and that’s just not fair.

He says that I am "morphing" into someone he DOESN’T know. I haven’t changed, I’m just "discovering" things about myself that I DIDN’T even know. How is that bad?

I don’t do drugs (unless they are prescribed), I don’t go out drinking, I don’t spend a lot of time outside of the house. I’m ALWAYS here when he wants to go do something and someone has to keep an eye on the kids.

So why run down something that I want to do? If he loves ME, then a tattoo shouldn’t change his mind, right?</p