June 12, 1993

June 12, 1993

9:02 pm

Well, I just had an interesting conversation with my next-door neighbor (Angela’s mother.) I found out that she went through the same exact thing as I did when we were children. We were both molested by our "fathers". We talked awhile, and it was good to talk to someone who understood what I was feeling. Am feeling. Someday I’ll actually get around to writing about IT and how I feel, but I’m just not ready yet. (Probably I will never be!) Angela’s mom says that if I’m worried about being a good mom to Aaron, then I will probably okay. I hope so, because this little boy deserves nothing BUT THE BEST! I’m not bringing a child into this world to become another Maret! Besides I’m totally against what Mom has done, and the kind of person she is, so why would I become like her? I LOVE YOU AARON MICHAEL DUREN! I hope you help me be and become the best mother that I can be!