February 1, 1993

1:12 am

Well, it’s been a hell of a long time since I have sat down to write in this book! 3 long months! Lots of things have happened since I wrote last. (I’ve been keeping this journal for a year.) And, tomorrow is the day I am due for my period – and for once this isn’t a farce! There have been no missed or stopped pills, and this is "au naturale" (if I miss this period, I have to be most definately pregnant.) Ok, we’ll see. Second, I am now Mrs. Kevin Duren. Yes, K. and I got united in holy matrimony on January 22, 1993 (10 days ago.) K, and I and Lena and Brian all went to Pastor Jaworski’s house and had a little ceremony. Then we went to the little hotel in Ellsworth that we stayed in at a little rendezvous last summer. And then during the next 3 days we traveled over 800 miles. we stayed in Woodstock, N.B. the 2nd night, and the third was in Quebec. (I’ll write about the adventure maybe later.) In any case I’m Mrs. Kevin Duren.

February 4, 1993

5:45 pm

I’m still Mrs. Kevin Duren. But – I’m 2 days late on my period, but I recently (earlier today) did a "home pregnancy test", and it was a negative result! That really crushed me! But there’s always next week!