March 22, 1992

8:07 pm

Well, it’s been so long since I’ve sat down and written what’s on my mind. Kevin and I are getting closer. I’m scared to give him my heart. Confused am I.

March 27, 1992

10:45 pm

Well, I’ve got 15 minutes until I have to get in bed. Work tomorrow! I talked to Victor tonight. I can’t say I still love him, but I was (still am) married to him, he’s a big part of my life (or was.) I wanted to hurt him soo bad, but I couldn’t because I still have feelings for him. I don’t know, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can’t seem to get my feelings out. Damn it all to hell and back!!