Just wish

That i could stop crying. Why do i feel so guilty? My 3 year old watches me cry so often. I can help it. I just get so fed up with all the promises ive listened to over the years, only to be tossed aside like it really meant nothing. And is he as torn about it as i am?

How can he not be? How can i stop feeling the way i do?

I look at her and i hoped she’d have a better life, i guess.