Another post

Isn’t it funny that the only person that makes me feel safe… is ashamed of me?

And the person that apparently loves and cares for me the most… makes me feel like I’m surrounded by a wall of ice, while standing on hot coals.

I just want to understand why I am feeling this way.

All I want is peace. That’s it.

(Note: this could be the depression I am dealing with.  I’m just trying to get through it tonight.  I want to freely express myself without the feeling of condemnation.)