Hello world

it’s nice to see you again

how long has it been almost twenty years

you look great too

i want to apologize because you were always there for me but then i left and it seems like everything changed i never forgot you i just let life get in the way but none of that matters those are just excuses  and i want you to know that i’m sorry 

thanks for still being there for me i’ve missed you and what we’ve shared

 

 

i’ll let you go for now but how do you feel about tomorrow

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Tomorrow is never a thing I look foreward too just incase it does not come. I have a shopping day and my mum is going to drag me about which will make me nothing but tired. hppy times!

April 1, 2021

@mermycohea I understand that very much. I was raised in a fundamentalist Christian cult and we were always waiting for Jesus. Apparently he’s arriving fashionably late since I’ve been waiting 35 years. 😅 Joking aside though, it’s hard for me to shake that feeling of never imaging a future because of a feeling of certainty that it’s not there.  How was the shopping?

@dianartemis the shooping was great! but man I get so tired now a days. BITD I could have shopped 24 hrs! Now I am tired just walking in lol

March 3, 2021

Chances look excellent for tomorrow.  I guess it would be correct to say welome back to open diary.

April 1, 2021

@tracker2020 aahhh yes, it’s somewhat of a return. I was one of those emo teen open diary folks that moved on to Xanga when I went to college. Then life took all of my writing passion away for a while. I’m so glad to be back in this space 🙂 And yes, tomorrow came and went. How was today for you?