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Ya maybe, but it needs to be reset and guess who has that control.  He asked me twice if i wanted him home or not. He didn’t like the answer i gave him but i saw he was also talking w his sister and erica. Those are good people to be talking to about all of this.  He told me he will always love us. His answers are short. He then tried the i might have cancer, bloodwork came back w high white cell count. He did this 3 years ago, me and his bffer bonded that day. It was negative,  of course but heres the one thing i pointed out to him and maybe it comes off as bitchy, idk… but when you’re high, constantly- and you don’t stop, this will throw off blood test results. And i told him this. I have compassion so I’m not worried there, but facts are facts. So i told him he needed to work on his anger and hostility.  I told him 50/50 or nothing.  He said i knew he didn’t want to leave me. Ya, i also didn’t know you’ve been staying at our hotel with dani visiting and aj and holy fuck maybe tammy, too. I didn’t know you talked trash in your videos online about me, either and thats just the few I’ve seen.

Fuck that trash. They all call her toxic for a reason.

Anyway in a few hours, his daughter will be here to help me do some errands.  And i will. I just woke up and need to go back to sleep.  I was weak, but a frw days w out him, snd the proper support system-

My Boundaries remain in place. Either follow it. Or go.