11/30/2013

i’ve been 28 for a week now.

i didnt post an "its my birthday!" entry cos i felt like it doesnt matter anymore. i’m getting older, yay me!

it was okay. my mum and my youngest sister took me out for dinner on my birthday, and i had a drink the night before. (a drink meaning one drink then i was like "i cant be bothered pouring another one" so i didnt. i still havent had any drinks since then and so i’ve got a bottle of rum sitting on my drawers that i dont particularly want. lol)

on the sunday my aunt held a lunch at her place so my dad picked me up. while i was there dads new girlfriend showed up. at first i was really pissed off about it, but when i asked my aunt who she was cos dad had said to her "you remember my eldest, kristen, right?" and she said yes. and my aunt had said you remember ronnie and julie from when you were younger? well they split up and that’s julie.

i wasnt so pissed off then, cos i liked julie back then, and her kids are pretty awesome too. me and her eldest james were pretty close back then. she is also really easy to get along with. i told dad not to let her go lol.

my grandmother gave me two cards. one just from her, and the other from her and pappy. it shouldnt bother me so much that she does that, but it does. he died last year. we all miss him but i dunno, seeing his name on the card just feels odd. it unsettles me.