When the time is right

 My diary, last few entries have become sappy, love-filled entries. 

But that is how I feel. I don’t say this because I am in that puppy love, infatuation phase but I write this because I literally cannot believe this is my reality. I’ve caught my self CRYING because I am so happy about him in my life. Makes me feel a lil pathetic… I don’t usually cry easy or often over anything. But this feeling has been so overwhelming that it is really hard to contain myself. 

I can always talk about him nonstop to my friends, sure. but do they really want to hear about him every single time we talk? No. Let’s be honest. It gets annoying, so I’ve taken way to trying to write it all out when I feel overwhelmed with happiness. 

And I’m overwhelmed often lol. Because it is SO good to be with him. 

Anyways, we’re going strong and happy with each other. There are little hiccups here and there, where we misunderstand each other or get snarky or impatient but we do a very good job of catching ourselves, apologizing when it counts and trying to be more understanding with each other.  I can see him trying to make this perfect, because as he’s mentioned before, past relationships have an important lesson to be learned. 

And if you keep doing wrong what you did before, then it’s not a mistake, it’s a fault. 

In other news, I’m looking for a career. I’ve been going to a few interviews and applying for tons of jobs but I guess when it’s time for me to shine, I’ll shine so I’m patiently waiting but anxiously prepared. 

I know things can always be better in life but with health, love and happiness, I’m content with what I have. 

I’m grateful and appreciative every single time I think of the blessings in my life.
I used to pray, literally crying, to be with him (years ago) and to see the fruits of that tree ripen in front of me even more beautifully than I expected, I’ve honed a sense of patience within me. Thus me saying, it’ll happen when the time is right (of course if I keep trying to make it happen).

Over and out, world.