Someone Else

 I met someone else. Let me be correct, my mother introduced me to someone else. Things have been up with down with Matt for a while and I was convinced it’s over. 

So I gave this new person a chance. I didn’t like him, I wasn’t interested. He was 6’2, good looking, lil older, 28 and had a good family. 

I started speaking to him on the phone every night. The conversation that was once so innocent, turned into a phone sex by night. 

What is it about me that makes these things happen? Why can’t I talk to someone who doesn’t want SEX as the one and only thing. 

I hung out with him a couple of times and he tried to get in my pants, I didn’t let him because I wanted to keep that aspect away from it for a while. I wanted to see if he was the one or if he was anything to me in order to be intimate with him. I’m not desperate to have sex. I’m not desperate to be with anyone. 

One day I got with him, I told him I had slept with other people and that I had previous relationships. He claimed to be a virgin. 

I do not believe him. 

The next day he called me and told me he cannot be with me because I’m not a virgin. He also threatened me that if I were to say anything he told me to someone else, he’d fuck up my life. 

needless to say, I’m glad that didn’t go for any longer or worked out. 

Good luck to him. 

I gave Matt another chance because somehow I had seen what I wanted to see with him. I was on cloud nine with him and thats why I couldn’t fall for anyone else. He was charming and controlling and I thought I liked him. I liked it. 

So I started talking to him after this one.