Can’t figure him out

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I have paced myself on texting him..but I haven’t quite figured out how to stop thinking about him..

I don’t text him often now, nor do I respond right away. I realize that before we got together he used to text me a lot and ask me to hang out with him however, after we started that drastically stopped. It definitely seemed like because the chase isn’t there, the effort is minimal.

But now, it’s even better than before. He texts me himself and it’s not just plain dry “what’s the plan tonight” or “Are you free to hang out later” it’s actually some  (useless) conversations. I’m not complaining.

Last night he texted me (after we hadn’t spoken for a day or so) saying “Wanna go for a bike ride?” I took my time to reply even though my heart started beating fast at the thought of him wanting to see me. I told him to let me know when he is free & naturally I thought maybe he’d forget about it. To my surprise he texted me later and told me his ETA to his house and told me to meet him half way.

I rode my bike towards his house and he rode his towards mine, and we met half way. I could not stop smiling when I saw his silhouette in the dark. What is it about him?

We rode around for a while and then of course we went to sonic. We sat outside and had a really nice conversation for about 45 minutes. I caught him starring at me and it made me feel nice…I wasn’t wearing any makeup and I didn’t have a nice shirt on or anything. It was a plain shirt with some writing on it. I wanted him to see me when I wasn’t all dressed up and needed to feel comfortable with him in that manner. He told me of a story from a couple years ago which he claimed no one else knew, not even the girl he was dating at that time.

We rode back after a while and on our way, we found an empty parking lot. He was trying to help me with a few ways to improve my biking and nothing was sinking in for me. He got a little frustrated, I could tell cause he said let’s go home and he rode infront of me.. (he never really does that, always behind to look out for me) I couldn’t figure out what just happened..

We came around down the street from my house and he said he’s gonna go. This was really weird to me and I felt like shit cause I could tell he’s either upset with me or frustrated. He ALWAYS drops me right outside my house. Whether we’re biking, walking, running, in the car, whatever the case may be.

I texted him a few minutes later,
“You seemed a lil upset, did I say something wrong?”
Him: “Lol no no. I’m just trying to help you be a better biker”
“Oh okay, cause at the parking lot, you seemed to get frustrated with me”
Him: “ I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be frustrated. I’m just trying to think of ways to get my ideas across”
“Yeah.. I know. Your help is great btw, thanks.” “Anyways, sleep well. Goodnight”
Him: “Gnight!”
Me: “=)”

Maybe I’m making it a big deal in my head but I feel so bad..
I’m gonna ask him to have dinner with me tomorrow or something but for now, I won’t text him.. I’ll give him time.