Lucy Pearl sang it best

Im so frustrated and so angry. This is not the life I thought I was driving into. I left my home a week earlier than need be, to come to a place I thought I would have a home in. The closing gets pushed back from Monday to Friday, I tell myself it will be fine despite the fact that your mother often gets under my skin with her overbearing and know it all attitude. So this week has been quite the challenge.
 
Living out of a suitcase, full of stuff, not really even clothes, because I didn’t plan to be homeless. My car is packed with stuff in a garage that is your mothers which she doesn’t let me forget. Trying to get us to unpack the stuff so she can put her other car back in the garage. Excuse the F*&$ out of me. In a way I want to empty my car out so I can drive myself somewhere instead of feeling like a child that has to be driven to daycare also known as Panera Bread in order to use internet. Then picked up when you get off from work. All because my internet doesn’t work in your mothers house. I tried to tell her it is not going to work, but once again her know it all attitude says it will, and yep still no internet and now her house internet doesn’t work….I laugh because you were wrong, and now yours isn’t working either.
 
I feel like a prisoner, or someone on house arrest. Imagine the most annoying person in the world to you, someone who doesn’t know when enough is enough and when to just shut the hell up. Then imagine being stuck in their house! I cant even go out for a walk because I don’t need her up in my business or him worrying that something is going to happen to me, or better yet the alarm that is set on the house going off.
 
My life right now is the worst. And guess what….haha its gets even better. Now the closing has been pushed back AGAIN until Monday…hahah I laugh to keep myself from screaming. Im so angry. Im sick of staying under someone elses roof that annoys the life out of me. Im sick of living out of a bag, sick of going to Panera Bread for 8 hrs a day, Im sick of it all.
 
I want to be in my own house in my own space. Where I can walk around, and take a nap without her calling my name! I cant even take a nap without her working my nerves. And the sad part is that I don’t even think she knows how annoying she is!
 
Please pray for me, cause I cant take not having a place to live and staying with her because of it.

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June 19, 2006

It will all work out, this time next month you’ll be laughing at where you were. And hopefully you find another job also because BAH is not were it’s at!

June 20, 2006

girl..it’ll be ok. easier said than done i know, but hopefully things will get a bit better 🙂