Sometimes I wonder…

What friends are for?

"For good times and bad times I’ll be on your side forever" It escapes me right now who sings that song, but thats not important right now.

They say your friends should be people you can trust, trust not just being a word, but an action.  Trusting them to be there for you no matter what, trust.

Why is it that when you need a person who is a "friend" they are never there.  I have always valued the word trust.  There should never be a time when you shouldnt be able to rely on a friend.  It sad that I cant even trust a friend to do the things they say they are going to do.  Sad that you lie, and even more sad that you lie to me and to yourself.

You make me sick to my stomach at just how unreliable you are.  You are more unreliable than trustworthy, more unreliable than a friend.  You are exactly that unreliable.  If you say you are going to do something DO IT.  Dont tell me one thing and then do another, that is stupid.  Maybe if I understood your stupidity I could understand you.  But how can I understand you, when you dont understand yourself.

I question you, a friend, or whatever you want to be called at this point.

The time is ticking, and with time passing, I dont know how much more time I have for you…unreliable.

Who are you? And who can I trust to be there for me?