Tangled Web

So to backtrack a bit.  A few weeks ago I had a dream about DT, pretty strange that I woke up three times and went back to the same dream.  It was pretty much him coming to me and telling me that he loved me and always has, and that he was sorry for the past and wanted to be with me, then in walks S and DT says that him and S need to talk allow, so I am trying to eavesdrop and I hear DT saying that he loves me and wants to be with me, and that he knows I feel the same way…then it gets cloudy and I hear a voice in my ear say "This is your closure"

So I wake up feeling great, thank you Lord even though I was still uncertain what that meant, but I just know/knew he was trying to tell me something.  So yeh I go on about my day, then my week, and dont think too much more about it…until I check my email and see an email from DT!!! WHAT.  It has been almost 2 years that I have seen you and over a year since we have spoken.  I read it and I am shocked. Why? What do you want? I take a few days before I respond.

I decided to clear my chest, to say everything I have been wanting to say but never had the chance to say, I tell him that he hurt me, and that I felt used, and so on and so on.  I didnt expect a response especially after 4 days had passed.  Then one night before going to bed I was checking my email and yep there it was.  My apology.  He said he was sorry and how much I meant to him "that I still meant the world to him" uh excuse me didnt know that I did to begin with, but whatever.  I was going to call, but I decided against it, I sent an email tonight.  My plan is to just continue with the emails, I dont believe there will be too many more…

At least I hope