The New Year

So its been a while since the new year, but I have had time to think about some things.  Trying to develop a clearer understanding of myself and my life right now.  This year I have decided is going to be a year when I focus on getting myself together.  So far so good. 

I am proud of myself in the sense that I live alone I pay my bills…well most J but yeh I am making it. I am glad, as I was telling T, that I am going through the period of my life where I am learning what it is like to struggle.  It makes me appreciate and understand so much more. 

Things are beginning to look up.  I am receiving a promotion at work and I have only been there a short while, which is great.  Because it means more money J and that is very very very needed right now.  Also I am beginning to narrow down on my dating.  I think I have found some quality in all of my quantity, sorted out all the other riffraff.  However the conflict of interest being the KK Law school boy and Business school boy aka Dickhead aka The one I love.  But anyway I informed both just because if I didn’t they soon would find out.  But yeh all is good with that and I cleared my conscience.  I don’t know what really T was thinking when I told him and I probably never will but he needs to know that I am not waiting around for him.

So yeh that is a brief update for now…tired of thinking and writing too much to type.