52 days… and counting

I haven’t been updating as often as I have wanted to. SO busy. That number? At the top? That is how many days I have until I graduate. Of course, that all depends if I can get my independent project wavered. It such a long and involved story… I won’t get into it.

But, in the upcoming weeks, I have service projects, visinoary projects, and performances up the wah-zoo. Not to mention, Christmas is coming, and I want to give good gifts, but it’ll be hard when I am so poor.

What else… this is the suckiest update ever. I am going out tonight, so I am just killing time until I leave. I haven’t been out in ages. No boys though… I refuse to get stupid drunk and pick up boys… it’s been almost 5 months since the last time I had sex… and I am thinking of maybe re-virginizing myself… merely because I have no boys to have sex with. I think… perhaps the next time I have sex, I won’t settle for a boy… I want a MAN. And… a relationship. I’m happy right now though, without a boy. Who needs a complicated hetero boy when I have the most perfect gay boyfriend in the world? (My Mikey… My roommate, and best friend, forever… how corny am I?)

Alright- I will keep reading everyone, even though you may not read much from me. Love ya all, hugs and kisses!

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December 2, 2004

Hey sweety 🙂 Hope everything is going well. Its so exciting that you graduate soon! I have one more year to go. Take care, and best wishes in your patient wait for Mr Right (I’m right here with you… I can’t wait for it to happen for you… cos then I know it’ll be my turn too!!! hehehehe). Love ya, Mel

December 3, 2004

I hear ya girl, I haven’t gone so far as to re-virginize, but I am definately picking em differently. Good luck, and don’t settle for less that you deserve. later,

What about Mike Minor? That’s cool that you are doing the no boys thing, they can be a bit of an addiction. That is way to cool about graduating, you must be excited. Sounds like you have a lot more to do though. If you get ideas about nice but cheap christmas presents let me know.

December 6, 2004

I want a gay girlfriend or something too.