11/10/05

its been a while since ive written here

coming to this journal is like a breath from the past

do the days of youth ever truly last?

Ive been doing well, work school, open mic still.

Im really focusing on college. I want to go from point A to Z but Ive barely gotten to point E. I feel like Im on my way to the next letter/level.Hahha how ever you want to view it.

Love is a long way off. Im getting a pet fish. Ill see how I can cope with emotional attachment. Start out small and work my way up from there. Though of course I have oneof my infamous small crush on this guy i know. He’s so clueless, so sweet and very intelligent. We talk so frequently- its like he is here with me,.. but he is in another state.

Today is a blah day at work. Im trying to read a 12 page paper that is my final.

oo college.

I wish I just went to school. I really need to figure out of that is something I want to do or if I want to do the school/work thing still.

All is well.

S-