Ode to no one

I wish emily dickinson were alive. I want to talk to her right now. I just feel so Bad.  right now. I dont know what to do to make it better. I think I have  aproblem, but I dont wantt to think about it. Every time i try to confront my issues my mad goes back to mellow mode. Im denying so many things. I don tknow why.

what else can I do?

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March 25, 2005

ryn: actually I just picked that phrase because is was the song I was listening to ^_^;; every title I pick for my entries is the current song I’m listening to, and that’s the title of a song by Morning Muusme. but I THINK it means… the time when I remember something good happened?

March 25, 2005

sometimes things are just not within your control. is ok to deny but it’s important to know what is the thing that u are denying… at least u know.. never be unsure…coz it means, u dun have a solution..

March 25, 2005

Hehe, really? It’s funny when the guy wakes up and looks at you all weird-like. 🙂 Oh, no, on the side of my diary are rat skulls. Everybody goes mad… I do all the time… It’s a process of enlightenment, I think.

March 25, 2005

oh im a bit worried. You’ll let me know if I can help. -H.