Life is not what I thought It’d be!

So.

Here I am in college.

I think ive taken this diary full circle! I started this when I was a junior in high school and now look at me. Independant and in college. So much has happened. Death, love, triumph, money, freinds.. most has come and gone and come again…

I love my roomate to death. He is very sweet and is never there. Thing is he wants to move, and I totally want to move with him, but this apartment Im at another friends said they wanted to move in because they are loosing their place . They have money saved up so they would be able to help with the rent.  Then my boy friend calls an says he is going to move back to new york,… and we figured we could live together.

Thats too much too soon for me. I mean, me and him were just talking .. i mean talking.. about marriage and I always get this sinking drowing feelling,… Im scared of commitment I think. Well long term any how . Forget kids I probably woulda fainted.

Then there is the shit with my cell phone, she should be back on tonite… I have class at 2 and I really dont want to go. Well, not really I sorta do, but I would rather sleep. Yeah.. sleep.

I wonder if this is how some of my freinds in Athens feel about school. I wonder if they enjoy school too, or have stress,.. well I know my poor friend Jeff does! God bless him he works so hard. I Dont know. I so want to get back to georgia for a minute and restock on shit and blaaah blaaah moo.

okies. im outtie.

love from the condo on 96th street