First fathers day with out Daddy :(

Well this is the first fathers day with out my dad, since he passed this march.

I feel like giving into crying and being sad, but really, there isnt time for that. I always seem to keep myself busy during hard times for me. I think thats how I get through things.

I dont know what my mothers problem is. She is just weird some times. *shrugs*

Good thing im not like her….LOL!

I do miss my dad, and now I feel like this incredible pressure to excel in life. I’ve felt that for a while but, now I really feel it.

My dad once said I was his legacy into the future.

I suppose I am.

No pressure or anything, right?:)

Sigh.

And the days go on…