Rose colured nails and white wash dreams

well..

so many times I feel like im here and so many times I…

I wonder if Im still living some moments..

because when I think back to them I feel them so strong,.. its like they never have passed and other things have faded since so long ago,.. its like they never even were.

Am I just living moments to stay in them forever?

I love music. It makes me feel these exponentially crazy feelings I just cant express.

Singing is the best way for me to get all of that excited energy out.

I didnt go to bed until 3 am last nite,.. because I had been listening to music that made me really excited.

my nails are rose colured today.

and my dreams.. my forever and a day dreams are here and with me and soon soon they are going to blossom into a eurphobic epoch