Without You

Yesterday would’ve been Alice’s 18th birthday. It just feels so wrong that’s she’s gone… In august it’ll be a year since she died, and yet I still haven’t deleted her mobile number from my phone. I suppose we’re all still trying to pretend it hasn’t happened.

I don’t want to be alone anymore but, I don’t know where to go. I feel like I’ve lost everyone… everything. How could I be so stupid?

Other news – my dad failed his motorbike test yesterday. He’s going to have another test in two weeks time… fingers crossed!

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