I love Fridays

I love Fridays. I have no classes. I can stay up as late as I want Thursday nights and sleep as late as I want on Fridays.

Last night, I went to see the stage reading of Stephanie’s play. I really enjoyed it, despite what some have said about it. I think it’s admirable. I’m proud that she has followed through with it and worked at it despite some opposition. It is a work in progress. At least she did it, you know. I don’t know if I could have. Love to Huffer.

After the show, Melissa and Chris came over to Hoover and they played Texas Hold’em with Casey while I worked on the blanket I’ve been making for Karen. Later, we hung out with Caity for a while. Much fun!

I don’t know what all we’ll do tonight. I need to finish the Budget stuff before I do anything much. It’s almost complete. I need to grad some white-out, and fix a couple of my minor screw-ups. I like that this year, they are having us revise the budget so that next year’s officers (of which I hope to be part of) know exactly what is going on. I know when Melissa and I got the budget the other year, we were lost. The budget was majorly screwed up last year. I’ve worked to organize things and I think I’ve done well. I have lots of plans for next year including continuing with the events held this year and adding more events and getting out into the community. I thought about sending people to work with youth theatre in Indy. Andrew made a great suggestion to send drama club members to local schools to read to students. Drama club members would be great at that, especially like Tristan, Caity, Melissa, Kiley, Sara, and, well, just about everyone. I know I would enjoy myself. You know, just a couple hours out of the semester. We could set it up so that we could get one person to go each week. I mean, we have 36 members. I’m sure like 20 of them would be willing to work on something like this. It wouldn’t be time consuming, and it would make a much better name for the drama club and theatre program especially after the past couple years of problems. It is my hope that next year, while we won’t ever be able to get rid of all the drama behind the drama, we can at least come together to do something good for the community. Sorry, I just went on a huge rant. I’m just excited.

I’m going to take the test in Constitutional Law on Monday, and see how I do. It will probably be the deciding factor in whether or not I really do withdraw from that class. As for my other classes, I’ve taken tests in them, and while I haven’t pulled off the greatest grades, I think I’ll be okay. I’m slowly but surely getting better. It is important to me to realize that depression and anxiety are diseases that I’ve been dealing with for a long time.  Therapy and counseling are things I cannot do without. I can tell every time I haven’t taken my prozac. It is also important for me to realize that prozac is not for “crazy people” (thank you, Karen). I used to think so, and it is minorly offensive when I hear others refer to it similarly. I’m not crazy. I meet with the psychiatrist on Thursday afternoon. I have a feeling he’ll be changing my medication. Hopefully, he can give me tips, etc. on dealing with ADD. I think it would have been much easier had it been detected in me at a young age. It’s hard to be 22 and beginning to deal with a learning disability and struggling through major depression, anxiety, and panic attacks at the same time. Luckily, I have a lot of people helping me. I don’t think I could pull through without them.

I imagine we’ll probably hang with Tom tonight. He called a little bit ago. I need to call Vanessa before she makes plans for her Friday night. I love Fridays.

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