The Story of Damien Legend (Ongoing) Pt. 3

​Training​
Nov. 26th, 2006

Later that night is when my training really began. I was taken to their Dungeon where Fangs chained me up and preceded to “teach” me, it was also a training lesson for Kalia. I will skip the details as they are only for my memories; I refuse to let this turn into porn just for you. During the training session though I could tell that Kalia was bothered by something and I foolishly asked her if anything was wrong.

Not foolish on my part really but foolish because of the timing. She was less than pleased to have her slave be able to read her; although I could have read everything wrong.

Isn’t that what a good Slave should do, read their masters actions and be able to understand their moods and feelings? That way we can anticipate their needs and respond accordingly. The training got rougher from that point on till we ended the session. I was actually scared for a few moments while still being chained.

Once it ended she and I talked a bit; ooh, ooh I almost forgot that during one of the rougher parts of my training she asked me what I wanted, I can’t remember verbatim what I said but I ended up telling her that I wanted to her Knight in Shining Armor and more. What I didn’t say though was that I wanted to be able to complete her as I feel that she has completed me.

Perhaps she feels it, I don’t know but what I do know is that I meant what I told Fangs earlier that Day, I want to earn the right to be with her as her companion and not her Slave. No Matter what I have to do, she means that much to me already. I know that I have a long way to go but with their help I will become a better man and perhaps I will help them all become something a little different. If not then I hope that I will at least amuse them enough to keep me around.

​The End, New Beginning…
​Nov. 27th, 2006

I can say that everything is very different for me than it was the day before. I am so emotionally drained right now that I don’t even know if I will be able to write, but for you MY voyeurs I shall try… How can I describe to you the monumental changes that have occurred in what really was only hours but felt like a lifetime.

Well first off I guess that I should tell you that my time as a slave is over, it lasted a whopping 4 days or so. I wish I could say it was a long and agonizing ordeal for me, but Fangs and I sat down and had a heart to heart about what was going on etc, I think he could see that even though I was a good Slave and willing to learn that it truly was not for me. Perhaps he was afraid no not afraid I don’t believe he is ever afraid, more like worried that the flame/spark/whatever it was that drew him to me would be extinguished. Truthfully I am not sure what the reasoning was but he gave me my Freedom and now I am allowed to be me…

I was afraid that as soon as I was freed, I would be asked to leave, but that was not the case. I get to stay and be the sarcastic fun-loving/brooding psycho that I have always been. Hell it is even encouraged. Although now I am not sure where I stand with them, when I was the slave I knew what to do, I knew what to say, it was easier for me in a way to be subservient to them… Now though it is a truly different dynamic. I wanted to earn my freedom and my place beside them, not have it given to me outright. Perhaps I did earn it and I am just over analyzing it all.

The talk with Fangs was nice though, I have never had anyone really want to talk to and listen to me before. The setting for our talk was nice, sitting on the floor, his arms wrapped around me, a fire going… What can I say it was blissful (and nothing happened you pervs, get your head out of the gutter).

Once it was all said and done I told Nigel and Kalia, I admit I over did it a bit, but I knew that Fangs would enjoy it, and I am always eager to please…

The rest of the day was spent hanging out with Nigel (annoying Kids Next Door girl voice) Nigeeeee (heh) and Kalia. Perhaps I am reading it all wrong again but she seemed more relaxed around me than usual and well Nigel, he and I have always been cool with each other, and who knows perhaps now if he and Fangs allow it I will be able to do things besides hang with him, with both of them actually…

As Always music moves me and so now I am going to post some Song Lyrics (one is modified a bit) That fit my mood right now. I of course don’t need to tell you who they are about. I think everyone can figure that out pretty easily. .

(Scooter Ward)

“My Heart”

She came in like the wind
And took me over
A southern kind of day
A wicked sun
I fell into her will
I’m on the floor now
And every times she sings
I come undone
It’s my heart (heart)
It’s my heart (heart)

The memories will fade
Like the Ghosts of summer
The way she makes me feel
Can’t stay for long
And then I turned and saw her face
The sun froze over
And every time she sings
I come undone

It’s my heart (heart)
It’s my heart

Can you give Love?
Can you give Love?
Can you give Love?

And now for the other one…
Three Days Grace

“Pain”

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I’ve got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you’re wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I’m here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I’m always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)

That you’ll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Well that is all I have for now perhaps I will talk about myself more in the coming days, Oh how I know you’ll Love that…