locks of love

i’ve come to a point where my hair is driving me crazy! i adore it one day completely hate it for the next three days and now i’ve decided that i REALLY want to chop it off. not all of it cuz i did say i adore it sometimes its just that its getting really damaged and i need to help it repair itself. a haircut could do the trick.

also did you know that hot showers are actually kinda bad for your hair. yepp it dries it out and sucks the moisture up. its better to take warm ones.

anyways. school is not cool anymore. i’m so sick of it. maybe its just that its AAAAAAAAALMOST over but i really i’m growing more and more sick of it each day. i’m tired of school. its getting kinda pointless now. nothing is really going on in classes. i dont think i should be taking the classes that i’m taking. i wish i had never lost my credits! i want to have free periods and easy classes but no. all academics for me. its such a snoozer. i want to go home.

i rearranged the living room yesturday. i did it while sherman was at work. i was kinda scared that he would come home and just completely hate it. fortunately he loved it. and i love it too. i had to move things around cuz my mom is giving us couches. and yea they’re pretty big. so room was needed and things had to be moved. i want to move the rest of the apartment around. its just becoming a dull sight and it needed a fresh new look. i’ve conquered the clutter!

i have to clean up my mom’s old trailer today. i hope it’ll pass real fast. i think it’ll only take like an hour. today is sherman’s day off and i really want to spend time with him. maybe we’ll watch some movies err something. i dont know what we’ll do but i just miss him and i want to be around him like RIGHTNOW. i cant wait til school is over…i know i say it all the time but seriously its just too easy at this point and i feel its become unnecessary. i miss my sherman.

this morning i woke up really late. i had to get ready in ten minutes….ouch….just so you know this is impossible for a girl. well i did it! woo! and i actually made it on time to class. yay….nvrmnd not yay cuz i’d rather not be here! grrrrrr….

my mom came back from san antonio yesturday. i visited her and showed off my class ring. it was nice seeing my mom again. she doesnt seem to be doin too good so i’d like to be there to support her. she’s giving me the couches and she offered to pay for my trip to orlando. i hope sherman really considers. it’d be really nice to go after this year long frustration. we’ll see what happens. hopefully some money comes in. i hope i hope i hope!

now back to my hair….what if i got bangs? would it look right? i dont know. hmmmm…i just want my hair to look nice not dead. i hope i can get someone good to cut it. someone that really knows what theyre doin. maybe me and sherman can go out and cut our hair today. lessee….*crossed fingers!

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