long long time ago

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they’re here to stay

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be

There’s a shadow hanging over me.

Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don’t know she wouldn’t say

I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don’t know she wouldn’t say

I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday

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i feel a lil out of it today. i was sad yesturday and before then i was really happy. but today has been hard. i’m tired i really am and i dont know why i feel so down. it’s just like this overpowering force that lingers all day and i dont know how to fix it. i have to put on a happy face all the time and today its just been especially hard. people have been asking me what’s wrong with me today and i just tell them i’m tired.

i really dont know how to describe the way that i’m feeling. whenever i talk i look for a while for the right things to say. it’s like if i say one lil thing wrong i’ll screw up and get someone upset. i mess everything up when i talk so i try to be extra careful.

i dont know. things are just jumbled up in my head and i felt like rambling.

maybe i’m just flushed. i’m due for a break but i know there wont be one for a while.

well its time for me to go. library’s closing. good bye.