helpless. homeless. hopeless.

yepp. homeless we have become.

we’re leavin this place cuz these people have put us under unlivable conditions.

corey youre so good to me…

it all started when this lady’s son wanted his room back. so since he is her treasure he gets to get his room back which means that we had to get our asses out of there. well then there comes tha problem of where do we stay and sleep? well the solution i guess turned out to be that we would stay in tha livin room.

probalems with the living room are as follows;

1) i have a back problem (severe pains n such but dr.s say its not scoliosis but they dont kno what else it could be) so i cant sleep on tha floor so i must sleep on tha couch.

2) me being on tha couch meh mom has to sleep on tha floor. my mom might i say works from 12 to 12 and plus overtime. she is also sick (i’ve said this before; she’s anemic) and gettin purrty old. she cant sleep when she gets home because its that uncomfortable.

3) in tha morning everyone is getting ready but my mom is tryin to sleep. she constantly wakes up because of all tha noise in tha morning so this leaves her with no sleep and no energy for work. she goes to work tired and comes home tired and is not able to rest.

4) privacy people! in tha livin room well everyone is there in tha afternoon and wheneva you wanna take a nap err something or jus have some alone time its obviously impossible. and i get really frustrated havin to listen to everyone’s tv shows all day after skool and not being able to have my own time AT ALL! so yea.

5) gettin ready in tha morning is really hard. i’m a girl i need privacy in order to dress myself. i havta sneek a chance in tha bathroom which is nearly impossible because this lady her son and her daughter and her husband all bath in the morning. and we all wake up at the same time. i’ve made my own changes like i wake up earlier now and i shower at night. so yea. but now being in tha living room i now need the bathroom so that i can change and not be in full display for everyone. so yea.

6) i’m not allowed to go anywhere. so i have to stay here all day. this kid having his room back kinda leaves my choices for entertainment to be resticted to only what is available in the living room. this is tv and stereo. thats it. well the comp too but now there’s a problem with that. this kid got a laptop and he also bought himself a n ethernet cord as a means to all the online shit transfered from the living room comp to his own personal room. he puts it in there in the afternoons giving me a chance b4 he gets home to get online. w/e but the point is that the comp is scratched out for most of the time i spent here. so yea. the tv is usually occupied and while the tv is occupied i obviously cant use the stereo so as to not disturb the tv viewer. so i end up jus sittin at the kitchen table lookin at myself and now i jus play with my make up and listen to my cd player. boring…..

so yea those are the major reasons why it is now kinda unlivable here for me and my mom. this sux and i didnt have a good day to top that off.

this morning i got on the bus and realized that i left my folder behind. but i was already on the bus so what could i do. so i stressed about it cuz i had this really huge paper that was due today in there but w/e. i tried not to think about it i mean it was for my last class so why worry about it now right?? any ways. first period was so much fun. it made me forget about my stupid folder. we played capture the flag outside and it was great. our team won cuz duh i was in it! ha jk. no but we did win. i caught three people it was awesome. personal fitness was actually fun today.

ne ways third period ws boring as ever. mr.blunt went on and on with his lecture. his lectures are kinda funny but this one lasted forever and i could barely take it. then lunch was really good. i finally gave jimmy the quarter i owed him since jan i think. it was funny how it all went down. and i talked to amanda and chilled withher friends and her. and yea it was good i guess. umm…

then came tha dreaded fifth period. it was fun at first but then teacher figure wanted to see our speeches and of course i didnt have mine. during class tha peeps in my grouop were playin withall my id’s (i have like 6 err 7) and teacher figure decides to take my wallet and all of my id’s. so i was bummed bout that too. so i got an f for tha assignment but i told her this story and she said i could bring them in next time (safe!). so yea. then after skool on my way to my bus i saw chris and tried to talk to him and he completely dismissed me. he was kinda ignoring me and wouldnt look at me at all and gave me single word answers to anything i would say. this broke to bits obviously cuz this is a guy that has been my friend since foreva and duh i like him like crazy but tha more important thing is that me and him were close and for him to jus dismiss me like that…i kept thinking about it on the bus ride home. i hate this. so this was my day. long boring and ever so sad.

w/e fuck this. i’m sick of all this shit happening to me. this is all fuckin ridiculus. well my mom picking me up tomorrow after school and we’re goin to get out away from these shithole conditions and go to the hotel. i hope i find i way to get online but if not w/e shit like this seems to follow me and its gettin boring now and i’m thru with tryin to make things better. i’m just gonna let it happen. who tha fuck really cares any way. exactly. w/e i’m pissed and i’m out.

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