goodness!!

well today started off bad really bad. i woke up tis morning barely cuz i didnt get any sleep and i started to get ready for school. so yea. i got all purrty’d up and i straightened my hair oh so nicely. i must admit. i looked good. wow. anyways. back to the story, so i’m finally ready after all the hard work and i’m on my way out. so i step outside to go to my bus stop and then the heavens got pissed at me i guess cuz they started to pour down on me. rain!! yea and a whole bunch.

but w/e. i sucked it up and made my way to the bus stop. so the bus is scheduled to get at the stop at 7:15 and i am always on time, early even. so i look at my watch and its only 7:00 and i’m almost there. so yea. i look a lil ways ahead of me and i can see all the peeps at the stop and i move on. then i glance back up at them and they’re all gettin on the bus. i was paniced for a second but then i looked at my watch and saw that it was only 7:05 and i fugured it was the middle school bus. but then i looked at the kids gettin on and sure enough it was the kids from school (my school). so yea. now i’m running to the bus and i’m just about to get to it when slowly (it was really dramatic really) it drove away.

so yea. then i had to walk all the way back home (its fairly a long way) in the rain again. it soaked thru my clothes ran my make up and my hair which i worked so hard on. i was pissed. and i was scared. my mom the night b4 had said that if i so much as think of waking her up cuz i missed the bus (i do it sometimes on purpose when i dont want to ride) that she would purrty much kill me. y’kno. silly parents. but yea. i get home and i stare at my mom lyin in bed so peacefully. yea.

i was too scared to interupt this. but i had to. so i did. and the moment she opened her i eyes i explained the situation at a million words a minute and i said it all sorry like and she just got up and said, “its raining you shouldve told me to give you a ride in the first place” at that point i was like WHA?! i didnt have to go thru all that and it was a suckerpunch. w/e.

ha! i’m not at all big on rap err hip hop w/e but this song’s funny and it entertains me plenty. so thats why i’m playin it. hee!

so i went to school and it was awesome. jt is actin really weird. he kept insisting that i go with him to go get his lunch. i kno that he’s jus tryin to get me and him alone so that he can ask me out. but i dont want to go out with him so i’m just gonna avoid it at all costs.almost all costs. so yea. i had debate today. sucked. and personal fitness. sucked. i found out that i’m what 31% body fat err w/e tha thing said. and that i am 20lbs too heavy. w/e. i like myself at 140. tis good. but i will lose those twenty. eventually. w/e. and i kinda like pet my fingers on chris’ shoulder. but i didnt say hi. no no. too nervous really. i like him a whole lot and imma try and send him a few signals again. mehbe that dumb bastard will get a clue. hee. i hope. i really wanna hook up with him b4 i leave. ha. it would be nice tho. w/e. movin on.

so yea the rest of my day was just peachy. i got home and everyone was here. no hard feelings err ne thing. and it was all nice and dandy. yay. today wasnt at all dissappointing. it was good really good. oh and my mom bought me cupcakes since we missed out on easter. how nice.

so yea. its all good bitches! ha.