Thornton, Co
I can’t sleep. I can’t stop thinking about the interview I had for the Louisville, KY store. I can’t take it. I know in heart I can’t take it. Let me explain. The interview I had with the Thornton, Co. store has still not been filled. If it has it does not show on the Cabelas website portal. If it has been filled, it was for a Senior position. There are still management positions, as well as lead positions and administrative positions open, as the store does not open until August 7th. The interview I had with the Thornton, Co. store on February 8th went great, very positive. I feel like even if I was not chose for a Senior Position that he is still considering me for another position and I want that. I want to go to Thornton. If I do move again I want it to be the last time.
I wrote the store director in Colorado, and told him my dilemma. I basically said I wanted to work with him, but if all doors have closed for me to work in Thornton, would he please let me know as I have had other interviews and opportunities open up. I don’t question the interview with Cabela’s Louisville, KY at all. I know it went well. I am pretty good with most interviews. I may have said some things that I wish I would have said more, and some maybe less, but nonetheless, I have worked with this store director and again, he already knows me. He knows my passion to work for the store.
But…. I can’t go. Not for the position he is offering. It is a step up for me. It is a great position, but it is not salaried, which means that they will not pay for my move and I just can’t do this again; lose everything. Whitney is in a great school where she will be able to go to a career school and graduate. If we had not moved here, she would have been a drop out and not completed school. Long story I never got into in my diary. Alexandra has over 11 "real" friends. It is the most friends she has ever had.
We recently made friends with the upstairs neighbors. You know, the ones that were stomping, that threw a fit over the parking garage I was paying for, etc. Well… we talked, apologized, and they are really great people. She is a social worker helping the homeless, he is an insurance person; recent graduates from Ohio State University.
The drug user that was catty corner to us, he moved out yesterday. The woman and her daughter above him also moved out. That basically only leaves the stripper behind us, her brothers and their gajillion children. So, the apartment isn’t so bad, and the apartment is set right in the middle of tons of trees, when you cross the trees it looks like homes for movie stars, etc; HUGE. It is a really nice neighborhood. Connect fees, disconnect fees, transfer fees, etc. etc. I hate it.
I have proven myself over and over here in Columbus, and I feel like I am being overlooked, but to what extent? I think eventually someone is going to notice and I will move up within this store. I don’t know, just a lot to think about. Everyday things change in my life, so what I say today might not be the same tomorrow. Ky is an hour away from my oldest daughter, and if you remember it is where I originally wanted to go.
Anyway, it is 4am. I went to bed early, woke up at 11, and here I am still awake. I am going back to work tomorrow at 8am, so an hour sleep would be nice. I just wanted to come here and write my thoughts down.
Oh, as for the question about the hospital, yes I told them who did the surgery. I told them what all happened. The scripts written were done quickly. They were easy mistakes. One was vicoden (wrong dose), but for the generic it was right. The store still would not fill it. Apparently, my heart did not stop, I just stopped breathing and there is a difference. I was as wrong about everything as my doctor. They did frown upon the doctor. It doesn’t matter now. It is over. I am tired. When I eat I still feel sick, but I have medicine now, just can’t fill it until Wednesday. I have a horrible headache I don’t think is ever going to go away. Probably from being dehydrated.
I am still glad to go back to work.