enough

Some problems can never be resolved
Not for lack of trying
Will I ever be enough

for myself
I see nothing anymore
I understand nothing anymore
Fickle proud people
Am I one of them

unable to be content
chasing the void of nothingness
Darkness

Damnit I need to get laid
Damnit I need

it’s too dark
Can you see it?
Do I scare you?

Why would anyone be afraid of little old me?
Don’t take things personally.
People are just totally fucked up.
Especially when it comes to me.
No no. pity party.

Lifeisabeautiful thing.
You just keep trying til the end.
The trees and the sun on my face.
The scars and the bruises of my skin.

You just keep on going.
Trying the best you can.