Two years since my last post

It feels like forever since i last posted on here. I have finished uni now! And i’m working as an information systems officer (yay) but its only casual full time till the end of June. So much has happened since the last time i posted that i don’t know where to begin. Life seems to be steadily carrying me along, whether i have any say in the direction is totally beyond me. I guess i must do if i am where i am. Luckily i’m still playing my guitar, and writing lyrics without s’s in them because of my lisp. I think that might be a good gimick when i’ve become a massive rock start ahahahaha that was a joke. Still not sure who is going to read this, maybe no one or maybe somone out of curiosity. I know that i’m writing this for myself, basically i am a little bit bored and was wondering if my account was still open, and it was!

It was quite interesting reading over my last entries, it sounds as though i was a bit down and out at the time……unfortunately i feel the same now sometimes. Everything feels like it’s going by so fast. The world has it’s recession and i have my own…..ok well maybe it’s not that bad but i often wonder why even during the best times theres still this sadness that sits at the bottom of me. Maybe it’s there to guide me, to stop me making rash or wrong choices…..to keep me sane and to understand that i am still the person i was 2 – 4 and 6 years ago. I havn’t really sat down and written anything in such a long time…..i’ll make sure that the next entry i write will be alittle more positive…..but i do have a job yaaaaaaaay

Ok well here’s part of a song that i’m writing (and it has s’s) but its only two small verses:

She said she didn’t feel it anymore,

Her heart was full with the thought of going on,

If you dont love me, why did you leave it so long?

When i look back at what i did to you,

I can’t believe what i put you through,

I think about it………..every..day