I know the pieces fit, i watched them fall away

I still feel no change. Well that’s a lie, there are some things that are different. I thought i was strong enough to be a better man but to some extent i don’t know how. I often give advice to others but the truth is sometimes i just don’t know how to fix a problem. Including my own. What is it that i have to do to reach that point in my life where things seem to be the way i want. I put things off constantly, try to forget about them. I guess i don’t have full control over me or what i do. There has to be a day when i just say that there is no more waiting and dodging the inevitable. I know i’m not the only one to feel like this, i would imagine everyone feels like this at one point in there lives. I know what i have to do, i have to grow up. I have to put the past in the past and focus on what needs to be done. Thats all for now so ill leave it at that.

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