I talked to Alex…and a question answered

 Yea…I talked to him…My parents and I got into a fight and I didn’t know who else to talk to because Daniel was driving and Alex is the only other person who knows the stuff that goes on between me and my parents. So I texted him and we talked for a little bit. It was nice to talk again. I was crying over my parents and he helped me through it. Then we just talked about life and stuff. Stuff thats been going on in our lives and that kinda thing. It was nice. We only talked for about 20 minutes but its good to hear from him. I’m glad hes happy. It makes me happy you know?

We can still be friends. Just seeing that he is there for me when I need him proves that we’ll get through this. We’ve talked about this many times. We got this under control.

Did I write about the cute night Daniel and I had the other night? Walking around at 5 am talking about stuff. I opened up about Alex. I threw out the card he gave me. Daniel was there and we had a long conversation about my exes and how I’m just gunna move on and stuff. Then I asked him about his ex girlfriend (his first ex who he’s still stuck on). He opened up to me. It was really nice.

I like when we talks about his past with me. It makes me feel like he trusts me. 

There’s one part of the conversation I wont forget though…

I said something about us having to find the perfect person for us and he said, "I think I’ve already found her.." Of in my head I’m like aww me? then I got myself together and was like why would it be me? Honestly Alessandra Hold it together. I then realized he’s talking about his ex which is why he’s still stuck on her. 

Then he was like, "Sorry to ruin it for you but its not you." and I said "yea I figured." in my head I was like I know I’m not that special jeez no need to remind me.

Then he was like, "Though who knows maybe I can get used to the pagan sex goddess…"

that was kind of sweet..idk it made me smile. 

Maybe one day I’ll be his girl…

Prob not…like I said I’m not that special…

*sigh*

anyway just wanted to say that…I’m off to bed night everyone!

*Sandra*