i am sad :-(

well yes i am sad. the most amazing boyfriend i had i completely lost. me and alex decicde to break up cuz we were fighting too much and we kept emotionally hurting each other. but i really love him. like i know i do. people tell me im to young to know what true love is but i know i have it with him. he is the sweetest guy i know and omg i just cant stop thinking about him now. i reallly wanna get back with him but i do think i should wait a little. who knows maybe after a month or so off well get back together. he tells me that im perfect and that i desearve someone much better than him. but even my friends agree that he is the one for me. i just cant belive we actually broke up though like i never thought it would happen cuz we loved each other sooo much. and the thing is though most of the fights werent that serious it was just mainly me being mitchy for no reason and him getting mad at me then me getting mad at him for being mad at me. that is how a lot of them start. then in the end i end up crying cuz im pretty sensitive and i can cry in frotn of him w/o shame or he ends up really hurt and might start crying cuz he is man enough to cry in front of me. so yea that alll thats starts it and it ends badly but then we make up and everything fine until the next when the cycle starts all over again. we fight every 2-3 days and it hasnt happend b4. for the first 7 months of our relationship we didn’t fight at all then it all just hit us like a sudden tital wave and everything got destroyed. but you know what im not letting it bother me much while yes i am sit upset i will hold my head high and go where life takes me. if we get back together great if not then we move on and remain the closest of friends. i will always be there for him annd him me. i love him and thats never going to change bcuz hes had such an impact on my life its insanity. anyway im gunna go and catch up with people i love you all leave the love

*hugs*

~*Alessandra*~