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my dad is being a bitch again!!!!! my god he was me to be fuckin perfect to get 100s on every friken test. to not look fat. and u kno what when he called me fat i just plain stopped eating now when im hungry i drink water and i just starv myself. if i get an ED i wont give a shit!! ill show him if that i can be super skinny. and if i die of an ED i will fuckin blame him for doing this to me. i wont eat and when i hav to ill throw it back up ive done already and u kno i dont give a shit its all because of HIM!!! just because im 107 lbs he thinks im fat u kno what when i get to 70lbs ill go  to the hospital then itll show him what hes done to me. i dont give a shit ne more. my life fucking sucks so if i die i dont care and niether will ne one else so screw him and everyone else who has insulted me and lower myself esteem.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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October 14, 2006

im sorry your dad sounds kinda stupid, dont show him like that… be smarter. just listen to your own thoughts not his if he wants you tho be so skinny he should do it himself

October 14, 2006

Actually if you develop an eating disorder and die it’s because of you not him that it’s happening. Do not blame your actions on other people, only you can control your actions. Is he an asshole? Yes. Should he not say the shit he says? No. But can you become an amazing person despite him? Yes, take control of your life for you, not for him. Don’t let him have that kind of power over you.

October 15, 2006

dont show him up like that. thats not cool. eat. child eat! ur only 107lbs. ur fine. he was prolly drunk or something. dont let him get to you. ur fine. ur perfect. ur perfectly fine. dont stop eating tho. food is ur friend! eat! and dont get an ED those arent good. and i would care if u died. so dont die. just prove him wrong by EATING!

October 15, 2006

Your dad’s an ass for telling you that! If you are hungry, then EAT! Don’t starve yourself just to please him. Tell him to go to hell, tell him that he’s fat, tell him that you’re happy with yourself and if he can’t be happy for you then tell him to bite you.