Routine!

I have to make myself believe that greater things are to come. I pray so hard everyday.

We all struggle with things we don’t like about ourselves. I am trying to change these things. I want sooo badly to get back into an exercise routine I enjoy and start running again. Gawd I miss it!! Number one thing I want to change! My image of myself. I know its possible. I’ve been there! I’ve done it!! Its so easy to gain back 40 pounds, but sooo hard to lose it.
How do we get ourselves out of a comfortable routine? I crave something to look forward to.

Number two is my money. I’m HORRIBLE with my money. I honestly believe I need shoppers anonymous. If I have 45 dollars i my bank account I’m looking for something. I need to open and manage a savings account. Its becoming ridiculous!! 

Number three I have been putting off since I was pregnant with Abby. I have one year of nursing school left before I can get my LPN and two before my RN. Its time. I keep trying to persuade myself why right now is a good time. But then I’ve been battling the whole, single mom, daycare, pre-K, Kindergarten, up all night with a sick baby, missing work, late payments, behind on bills struggle along with a stupid shopping addiction. Its absolutely ridiculous.

Please pray for me. That I can find some guidance, patience, and maybe understanding.

Thanks!