i gotta learn to relax…

hey there boys, girls, and those with a little of both.

well, it’s been quite some time since last me met…and enough has happened to be worthy of a post. as of now, it’s 2:03 saturday morning. im sitting here listening to Ray Charles and eating genaric fruit snacks. and we all know that that’s one hell of a friday night. *gags* anyhoo, to explain my lonely status currently, nobody wanted to do anything with me. ashley and the matt went to do something together *cough* tonsil hockey *cough*. i guess stacy and captain concussion (kelby)were doing something vollyball or something, im not sure. and dana had to go to the varsity track meet to watch her brother pole vault. and even if i met her there, dad would have been there…which is likely to not be in our best interest to be hanging out near him. i’d like to keep my organs where they are.

so yeah, i’ve been so stressed out lately that i’ve just about given up on sleep. first week of practice craig make me work 4 days straight, so coach o’s already pissed at me. some frosh beat me out for my JV spot. i damn near failed health. damn english teacher is giving me more homework that a sick rhino could shit on. and i’m sick as FUCK to boot. but on the upside, i’ve still kept my wonderfully sarcastic sense of humor. LA TI FREAKING DA!!! so yeah, laugh at this as much as possible, i hope somebody thinks it’s funny. but enough of my bitching… ON WITH THE MUSIC!!!

SONG OF THE DAY

Sober

by: TOOL

There’s a shadow just behind me

Shrouding every step I take

Making every promise empty

Pointing every finger at me

Waiting like a stalking butler

Who upon the finger rests

Murder now, the path that must be

Just because the son has come

Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle

something but the past and done?

Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle

something but the past and done?

Why can’t we not be sober?

I just want to start this over

And why can’t we drink forever?

I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar

I am just an imbecile

I will only complicate you

Trust in me and fall as well

I will find a center in you

I will chew it up and leave

I will work to elevate you

Just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary, won’t you whisper?

Something bout what’s past and done

Mother Mary, won’t you whisper?

Something bout what’s past and done

Why can’t we not be sober?

I just want to start this over

And why can’t we sleep forever?

I just want to start this over

why?

I am just a worthless liar

I am just an imbecile

I will only complicate you

Trust in me and fall as well

I will find a center in you

I will chew it up and leave

Trust me

Trust me

Trust me

Trust me

Trust me

Why can’t we not be sober?

I just want to start things over

And why can’t we sleep forever?

I just want to start this over

why?

I want it, what I want it

I want it, what I want it

I want it, what I want it

I want it, what I want it

nothing from nowhere, im no one at all. nick.