like stoping a train with a volkswagan

hey there boys, girls, and those with a little of both.

well, it’s finaly happened: im back on the market. after 2 months of going out, and 2 weeks of me wondering if she cared, i guess i found out. a good friend of mine, who shall remain nameless, was talking to me, and came to the desicion that dana treats me like crap…and after the v-day dance i guess i realized it too. but, like the title states, it was gonna happen sooner or later. so i as inconspicuosly as possible, asked my female friend what she thought. turns out she was at the girls night out, with dana and all her friends. so naturally they all found out about me asking my friend her oppinion, the bitch of the group bitched me out, and proceded to tell me how to deal with shit. me, she told me how to deal. if i wasnt so nice i’d drive over there and kick her fat ass myself. there are a seldom few things that will send me off the deep end. and that’s one of them. i’ve been through shit that’s only in people’s nightmares, and i still made it. and she tells me how to deal with a girl not caring about me. GODDAMNIT! anyways, anger vented, we continue with the story…so after numerous “why dont you talk to me?” “because you never wanna talk to me”‘s she dumps me, gives me the whole “lets still be friends” shpeal, and then i say i have to leave to go take care of stuff, her/my/our friend comes on and asks me if im gonna cut. damn, these girls are on a role with pissing me off. but i could tell she really was worried about me, so it wasnt quite so bad. but yeah, it’s stupid, i should have seen it coming before i even asked her out. i had a hunch, and i hate it when im right. but, i got no hard feelings, im only pissed off at said bitchy friend, who i will no longer tolerate idiocy from. anywho, sorry for the type-o’s, it’s 3 A.M. and it’s been a long night, but still that wont stop me from getting ON TO THE MUSIC

Song of the Day

She Loves Me Not

by: Papa Roach

when i see her eyes

look into my eyes

then i realize that

she could see inside my head

so i close my eyes

thinking that i could hide

disassociate so i don’t have to lose my head

this situation leads to agitation

will she cut me off?

will this be amputation?

i don’t know if i care

i’m the jerk

life’s not fair

fighting all the time

this is out of line

she loves me not (loves me not)

do you realize I won’t compromise

she loves me not (loves me not)

over the past five years

i have shed my tears

i have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away

until this day

she still swings my way

but it’s sad to say sometimes

she says she loves me not

But i hesitate

to tell her i hate

this relationship

i want out today

this is over

i don’t know if i care

i’m the jerk

life’s not fair

fighting all the time

this is out of line

she loves me not (loves me not)

do you realize I won’t compromise

she loves me not (Lifes not fair, I’m the jerk)

line for line

rhyme for rhyme

sometimes we be fightin’ all the goddamn time

it’s making me sick

relationship is getting ill

piss drunk stupid

mad

on the real

could you feel what I feel

what’s the deal girl

we’re tearing up each other’s world

we should be in harmony

boy and girl

that is the promise we made

back in the day

we told each other things wouldn’t be this way

i think we should work this out

it’s all right baby we can scream and shout

I don’t know if i care

I’m the jerk

Lifes not fair

fighting all the time

this is out of line

she loves me not (loves me not)

do you realize i wont compromise

she loves me not (loves me not)

She loves me not.

nothing from nowhere, im no one at all. nick.