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there is only one thing I want more in life , is to have a guy fall in love with me for who I am. and not ask me to change the way I do, say , dress, act. I am me. I am happy being me . to not care how fat or skinny I am , or how my hair is . what bands I listen to or what art I like . or what I wear. I get enough of this shit from my mom telling me I look like a walmart shopper. I don’t give a shit what I look like as long as I feel good about myself.
I am clingy , I’m sorry that I am, but if I’m not clingy then I don’t care about the relationship and just go out and do whatever I damn well please.

if you are the lucky person that I fall in love with I should warn you I fall hard , and I like to know I’m always on your mind

I want to feel like I’m the only girl in your life . I want the world to know that I’m the only girl in your life . I like that display of affection . just how I am.. I blame facebook .

I don’t want the whole world I just want to be the girl you love your whole life

I want the flowers , and teddy bears , and the hoodie that smell like you . I want the road trip to the little ice cream place in the woods. i want to go the top of a mountain and  have a picnic . 

ok on to other things in life , work is going well . life is getting better day by day …

I just hope someday I find that one , that one that make me forget everything in the past. make me want to get married again. makes me believe in love again

one day some day ……

starting overr is too harddd  too many things that are unknown …..