drifting stuck

life seems to move for some people so fast, so far. it brings so much experience, success, enjoyment. and well, for others… life doesn’t seem to move much at all. like you’re trapped in a void of time and everything is moving but you and when all is over and dead, when everyone has fulfilled their life, you’re still in the same spot and went nowhere. it feels like that for me at time, at least. i’m in the middle of the ocean on a boat and the wind is blowing but this vessel doesn’t move. of course… it would probably help if i pulled up the anchor and raised the sails. but i never claimed to be a sailor, not once. should i be dissappointed i can’t get this vessel to go anywhere? oh, if only i were a seaman i’d help the birth of something great in my life. and when we all die, i can be just as far along in this life as everyone else. but at least being stuck out here in the middle of the sea i can’t crash into anyone else and possibly ruin their chance to get farther along, right?

shekillsjuly

February 11, 2005

more and more i’m realizing that as cliche as it sounds, life is what you make of it. you can blame your inactivity on whatever you want but ultimately it lies in you to get out and do what you want. and you still have to watch out because you never know when someone is going to crash into you.ok, enough crap from me.

piratesmile

i think… that you will always get what you want out of life, but it could be that i’m naive… or spoiled. or both. xxx.

this is unintentionally beautiful. as usual. miss you,

i think it takes a very talanted poet to effectivly use rhyme. also i think i am not one of those people. perhaps you could show me something you’ve rhymed? i miss you.