ok… i will not succomb

One minute i’m hot, the next i’m cold. This is totally not the way things should be working. I am either sick or going through menapuase. I’d choose the second, because I can not afford to be sick.

I’ve got too much stuffs going on. I’m trying to catch up on the me since last week. Those three days rocked! But then I was a go-go bunny until umm.. tonight.

Wed- Sat I was up till 11 or later. Driving around to see Tim, doing stuff with the gang. Bumming with Tim, seeing lots of family peoples. Don’t get me wrong. I have no sqaums with Tim. He’s an awesome guy. I just can’t spend every night sleeping at his place because it’s too far from my work (with my sleep schedule), plus I don’t crash well at his place.

i’m one of those people who doesn’t sleep well in new places. I got used to his old room then he switched rooms. I finally came to terms with that one and he moves. Falling asleep at new place? Very hard.

So I’ve been playing go-go and Saturday came. Saw my family and then we proceded to do our christmas light looking thing. Only I was falling asleep at 10. Sunday worked 9-4 and then stayed up till 1130 watching movies with my dad. Shaun of the Dead is very amusing by the way.

Anyhoo, today was supposed to be a pause in all the chaos. Oops. I’ll just have to use tomorrow I guess because I have a bunch of things to do early in the morning the rest of the week. Oil change, dentist, doctors. Meh, bills.

Alrighty, I’m going to try and go to sleep.

Night